Hard times

It has been a long time since i have updated the blog. We just got a new plug for the computer today so the computer is know fixed. Just to let everyone know but most everyone does know but we lost out baby on 1-11-11. At 17 week pregnant. I went in for just an ob check up and the doctor couldn't find a heart beat so had me go over to the hospital for an ultrasound and the tech couldn't find one either. She measured the baby (which measured at 14 weeks) and sent me and Joel back over to talk to the Doctor. We talked about our options and decided to start an induction and deliver the baby. So Tuesday January 11 at about 9:30 pm the baby was delivered but I ended up having to have a D and C Wednesday morning the 12th (our anniversary) because my body didn't deliver the placenta. So the about 11am or so I was sent home.
That baby was sent to Cheyenne. Found out that is was a boy. At first Joel and I had SO many emotions going though us we didn't know what to do with the baby. But after a week we decided to bury the baby over my mom's grave in Lingle. We named his Reaia (Ray I A) Quinn. Reaia is a biblical name which means God has seen! From 1 Chronicles 5:5. If you have a Bible read 5:4 too. It will give you goosebumps. Didn't look at these verses until a week after we had picked the name.
And a little grave side service on 2-5-11. Just had family. The headstone will be placed soon. It has been the hardest thing in the world to have to go though. But we just to remember that GOD is in control!!! Joel has been the greatest though all of this. WE WILL HAVE THE CHANCE TO HAVE ANOTHER!!
Someone asked Joel the other day how many kids he had and he said three on earth and one in heaven. My mom is rocking our baby boy heaven!!!!

Baby Reaia Quinn 1-11-11

Here is the urn that we picked out.